its been months. my bad. eff good spelling. life is getting slowly better with some big setbacks. i got foodstamps.
im having issues going back to a bad friend and i know theres probably nothing there anymore but i just miss her so much. ughhhh death to me. i DO however have an amazing friend that ive never met before in person. her names Samantha. shes the coolest girl like ever outside of my future possibly baby mama (inside joke). she lives in a different state and we've only ever texted or imed. its mehhh. o well. i wish my good friends would text me more. i feel alot like nobody wants to talk to me anymore. booo loneliness. and omg someone please kill all of these people from work that want to have sex with me or date me or shit. im sick of it. i just want a job with lots of FRIENDS only. on the bright side, star wars is soooo back in my heart again :) im reading a star wars book AND playing a video game about star wars hahahaha. im awesome. dont you think? i feel like i need a stroke of luck somewhere. like winning a small lottery or something. it might sound a wee bit shitty or conceited but i think i kinda deserve it. blehhh.
ps. i really miss you asking me lots and lots of random questions. i wish youd do it again :/
